Double $*#@(# !!!!

Well, it's official, I am carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. At least that's what it felt like yesterday. After my car blew up on Sat, I was able to kinda fight through the TT by suppressing it somehow. Considering I just threw ~ $5000 out the window, I did ok. Yesterday's circut race however, fuggeettaboutit.

I couldn't focus and I got absolutley crushed. I ended up getting lapped. While that course is brutal, I don't think it shoulda been that tough. Either way, I was pretty frustrated afterwards! Meh...

After the race, I spent about 3hrs working on my finances, figuring out what is a good option (buy, lease, etc), and then speaking to my parents for some advice. Fast Eddie is a master at the finances. He's taught me well, but I don't know everything...I'm convinced he does. So, to make a long story short, my folks are making an emergency trip up from Durango to help me figure out this car crap. I'm excited to see them. More importantly...I get to see the Cody monster!!!